Well, now I must look like a whiny bitch. New interview on Friday at a hospital two blocks away from my house. The same place Ashley works. Let's try not to screw up this time! It's a part time job, but could easily turn into something bigger. Basically I will be organizing slides containing samples from biopsies. And might be helping out in surgical pathology. Which is where all the fresh body parts get sliced open.

We'll seeeeeeeeeeeee.

Feeling kind of crummy since I was a jerk this morning.
Again.
But otherwise hopeful.

Hello Lurian we are going to give you a raise soon.
Just kidding we might not be able to afford you anymore.
How's the job hunt? Oh, yes, we were serious.
Now we're cutting your hours almost in half or you're losing your job.

Happy holidays!!! Who needs money anyways?

The hunt for a new job is not going very well considering my level of experience, education, the economy and my refusal to flip burgers or sell people things. However, I do have a job interview today. I do not know what the company does, what it is, what job I even applied for, or how exactly to get there. Hurray.

I'm makin' more but enjoyin' it less
the good life's mainly causin' me stress
making a change is difficult but
I gotta try to get out of this rut
but fear seems to be holdin' me back
courage is the principle trait I lack
I gotta calm my nerves so I can think
I pour myself a nice stiff drink
and another this is my usual mode
one for the money and ten for the road
ah, now everything is clear
I gotta get the hell out of here